Dealing with Anxiety

Hello everyone today will be a lot more serious in terms of topic today I am talking about dealing with my own anxiety First what is anxiety well google said its the feeling of unease but for me it seems more than that its not being able to control you're own feelings not being able to do things you wanted to do it seems like the whole world is at you and you can't stop worrying and thinking to yourself what if and yet people around you aren't getting what you're trying to do, say or feel and that is one of the hardest to cope with I want to explain to people why I am like this but it seems like they wouldn't get me the amount of people's knowledge on mental illness is very limited and explaining it to them will just go from another topic to another and yet I myself is frustrated not being able to explain my illness to them. Its so hard to tell you have an illness because there is no battle wounds to show except for yourself. Still I go on with my day living the life I wish I could fulfil and do things but again its just me with my own anxiety.....Actually its not just me its you and someone in this world having the same feeling and that's what's important you are not alone we're all in this fighting and living nothing is meaner than our own voices telling us we have lost and listen we are still living and we can do things with or without feeling anxious every single time always tell yourself nothing is more important than understanding your own self and  not what anybody thinks but what you think about yourself is going to get you through this. Now keep pushing yourself keep living you are given this life to live

XOXO

DIY STORAGE ORGANIZATION

                                               

     Hello everyone today I will be doing a simple yet helpful DIY storage for you guys

because we all know the struggle trying to organise while save space it is just a huge stress well hope this will help you with your needing ENJOYYYY

MATERIALS: you will need some scissors, ruler (if you want to be precise), sticker paper ( mine is the transparent one but any type of sticker paper will do, sharpie and a shoe door hanger holder ( I specifically chose this shoe door hanger because it is so flexible and it save so much space)

           

   

Firstly of course hang your shoe hanger holder anywhere you would desire, After hanging its time for you to lay and decide the things that you want to put in the door hanger. The easiest way to do it is by separating them in categories and them place them per section but you do you

Second thing is once you have everything in place and neat its time to write your categories in your sticker paper and just cut them. Here is when you want it to be neat you use the ruler for you to have a guideline on how big you will cut it but I can't be bothered so I just eyeballed mine

Thirdly You place the cut out words  and just stick them to where they belong and you are basically done!

I really enjoyed doing this because it is easy and just fun and next time you clean you would know where to place them and you won't have a hard time finding them it is amazing.

I hope you had fun too leave me some questions or things that you want me to post and until then 

XOXO SOPHIA

Opening up

Today in this blog I would want to talk about something about me and my life

I am Filipino teenager who suffers from anxiety and depression over the times I 

have felt afraid, alone and destroyed. A lot of people would always misunderstood

on what's happening to me they wouldn't understand what's going on in my mind.

Often times I would seem to be normal but but inside i'm breaking. I can't even count the times anxiety and depression has ruined me.There are countless times that I have felt thatI have let other people down. I am surrounded with great people but I keep on pushing them away because I just felt so alone and isolated that it takes a lot of courage for me to get out of bed to do normal things that a teenager does. I have drop out of school and started homeschooling because I had a very hard time dealing with my panic attacks, my anxiety and my depression to me it was all too much and going to school is a very huge challenge for me. I have been trying to hold on for the longest time but I never seem to have the voice to speak out my real intention and feelings to others, I have a hard time expressing the real me to other people because if I show the real me then i would not be the happy person that they know. I always say that I am doing fine I am recovering but really to me everything always remains the same to me everything is hopeless, I keep one trying my best to be me and be happy but for me it is hard because my real me isn't happy.

Charm Travel Pro Brush Set

So I recently got this Charm Travel Pro Set........

 
                                   This brush set comes with 14 incredibly soft brushes which
                                 are inside this sleek pouch that you can easily bring anywhere
                              you want. The box of the brushes gives you enough information
                                 about their product which is also handy when you are new to
                                                                   this kind of things.

 
                                   This brushes can easily pick up makeup and distribute it
                                  very nicely on my skin. These brushes are very sleek, it feels
                                  very sturdy when using and it does a pretty good job once I
                                   apply it on my skin. I also notice that the hairs doesn't fall
                                           out which is also another plus for this brush set.

                                       
                                           I got this brushes at the price of 2,750 pesos which
                                                        deal for a very nice set of brushes.
       

SHOPPING.......

As a teen when it comes to fashion there is only one thing that i love and hate at the same time......

SHOPPING!!! Walking through the stores and seeing those amazing clothes that is on the mannequin makes me just imagine alot of things and these outfits and ideas can just pop out my head and to be honest its tough espescially when i am in a budget. I am the type of teen who hates spending money on thing that aren't worth the money that's is why when it comes to shopping i'm pretty tough. Staying in trend is always a must but it is hard staying in ,when the things that you are buying is out.

Shopping for me is more on the side of investing, See you buy clothes that you would enjoy but still benefit you in the future. Smart shopping is always the key see when it come to your wardrobe it has to be well thought of. The basic necessities should always be the first! That's why when you're going in a store you have to know the difference between cost and quality shopping isn't just buying a pretty things its also about checking the quality of the pretty thing! Check them tags girl! Tags can help you more than you know it! Its like buying a cashmere thinking thats its a cashmere when its says onthe tag that it is not Also when it comes to shopping before buying tell yourself do i really need this shopping needs to have more thought to be put in we need to be open minded.

Prices of things are always an argument but for me there is always a reason for those prices it is like buying a really cheap shoe that could last you in months instead of buying an expensive shoe that could last you for years! We could think that we just saved us some money but really we have just wasted our money on something that we shouldn't have bought.Be careful there are higher brands that have great qualities but there are lower brands with better quality of course we shouldn't be too carried away with them prices if the quality is worth the price then why not! If it isn't walk away and move on but be careful not to be too cheap there is a difference between practicality and just being cheap remember clothes are invesmets we need to sacrifice a bit to survive it is just us whom they are fooling around with their prices remember prices are set for a reason and check if it is really worth your money and worth for you! Basically quality over quantity we should be thinking more about the things that we buy so goodluck shopping girls!..

XOXO FASHION HUNTER

Realization

So i'm window shopping in the mall trying out things but it changed when I went to check if I can get contact lenses and the doctor told me how bad was my eye sight and how much work would it be needed with that, it kinda made me think about everything my insecurities my flaws and all my bad sides same thing happens every time I am inside a fitting room trying on clothes looking in the mirror thinking that everything is well put together but my body. i always tell my self to be confident to love my body and the way it is but why can't I ? I nearly cried in tears at the mall just being self insecure but I know that I'm not alone that there is some else there on this day I realised that wearing the clothes that you want and not being insecure shows how strong of a person you are because you are not afraid of others opinions but yourself it show how much you love yourself and how you can differentshate your body with the others which made me fall in love more with fashion

WHY? HOW?

what is the key to something that you love? simple just shout it out don't be shy! people or friends may ask me "hey why do you still blog even if only few people sees it" well... its tough but my answer is "well it because i love it" Starting a blog i'm not looking for fame but i'm looking for connection because i'm like a Champagne bottle just waiting to burst out because I am that type of person that has a lot to say but can't express it that is why i decided to start a blog but not to show my face or my identity. Being passionate about something is like buying a new pair of shoes you know it feels like you never want to let go of it that is called passion. Each one of us i'm pretty sure has it and for me it is fashion, you see fashion is a divine obsession there is something about fashion that would make you be the per on you can be more. With fashion even to just the pieces that you wear or the makeup that you put on you can say a thousand words with just how you look and to me that amazes me so much that I also wanted other people to love it and appreciate it that is why I am here.