Realization

So i'm window shopping in the mall trying out things but it changed when I went to check if I can get contact lenses and the doctor told me how bad was my eye sight and how much work would it be needed with that, it kinda made me think about everything my insecurities my flaws and all my bad sides same thing happens every time I am inside a fitting room trying on clothes looking in the mirror thinking that everything is well put together but my body. i always tell my self to be confident to love my body and the way it is but why can't I ? I nearly cried in tears at the mall just being self insecure but I know that I'm not alone that there is some else there on this day I realised that wearing the clothes that you want and not being insecure shows how strong of a person you are because you are not afraid of others opinions but yourself it show how much you love yourself and how you can differentshate your body with the others which made me fall in love more with fashion